Morose

I kissed a boy.
Actually, it was more like he cornered me in a laundry room. But thats okay...I tried to resist...at least he was a good kisser.

It made me realize that I really do like Dane, and things will not be the same.

oh well.

Focus

Fascinate:

beguile, captivate, bewitch, rivet, enchant, spellbind, transfix, arrest, enthrall.

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The idea, the physicality of a circus has always captivated me.

It seems to be a lot like life. chaotic, and organized all at once, absolutely dangerous, mysterious, but with the comfort of a safety net.

It transfixes me.
It gives me something to rattle my brain with
when my heart is cracked.
It occupies my time to think on, when my soul is weary.

-CMH

Truth

Its hard when you realize, that your hearts desire, is almost completely unattainable.
Its even harder, when it becomes the straw that breaks the camel's back.
I don't want to let go, I cannot lose this. Whatever this was. It was real.
so i won't.

Because there are some things in life, no matter how small or how unknown, that are simply worth fighting for...